last year around december 23rd ish the steely children got together with their favorite people, the evans children. it resulted in many fun things unrecorded and undocumented. after a few bottles of shared wine and some other libations this appeared on someone's iphone...
bleep bleeps n blahs
Friday, November 26, 2010
Monday, November 22, 2010
swaying with the crowd, alone i dreamt
for all that it isn't
it's everything i need
for every moment that passes too quickly,
there's still eternity.
sitting on the steps
eyes closed
tripping
over thoughts that come back
around to the same worn path.
the gate is open.
it's a straight path
through beautiful country -
vibrant tall grass padded down
by gentle plodding of adventurous children
they run by consumed with wonder,
imaginations running wild.
clean blue sky, occasional billowing clouds,
the entire scene lain over with a golden aura.
no houses in sight save one
laughter, happiness
pervade every detail
standing up and swaying gently
why does everyone seem to stare so coldly?
the gate, closed.
drifting images,
blackness closes in,
the smell of lavender,
your face,
then,
nothing.
it's everything i need
for every moment that passes too quickly,
there's still eternity.
sitting on the steps
eyes closed
tripping
over thoughts that come back
around to the same worn path.
the gate is open.
it's a straight path
through beautiful country -
vibrant tall grass padded down
by gentle plodding of adventurous children
they run by consumed with wonder,
imaginations running wild.
clean blue sky, occasional billowing clouds,
the entire scene lain over with a golden aura.
no houses in sight save one
laughter, happiness
pervade every detail
standing up and swaying gently
why does everyone seem to stare so coldly?
the gate, closed.
drifting images,
blackness closes in,
the smell of lavender,
your face,
then,
nothing.
Tuesday, November 16, 2010
dr. robert sapolsky
pyschologically
depression is essentially
"aggression turned inwards"
biologically
depression is essentially
"neurotransmitters out of wack"
personally
depression is essentially
"everyone and everything is almost as fucked as me"
depression is essentially
"aggression turned inwards"
biologically
depression is essentially
"neurotransmitters out of wack"
personally
depression is essentially
"everyone and everything is almost as fucked as me"
Thursday, November 11, 2010
surfing y'all
neoprene thickness is wrapped delicately around my supple flesh.
counter-intuitively i paddle into chilly waters with chillier air temperatures
upon a floating fiberglass stick which is the cataylst of pure pleasure.
dwarfed by hazy pinks and vibrant oranges juxtaposed with sky blues and royal indigos,
the sun sets as my steed leads me down the breaking face of an oceanic slab of paradise...
i entered to win glasser/twin shadow tickets.
i briefly flirted with being ironically funny, but decided to just be poetically honest. we'll see how it works for me.
counter-intuitively i paddle into chilly waters with chillier air temperatures
upon a floating fiberglass stick which is the cataylst of pure pleasure.
dwarfed by hazy pinks and vibrant oranges juxtaposed with sky blues and royal indigos,
the sun sets as my steed leads me down the breaking face of an oceanic slab of paradise...
i entered to win glasser/twin shadow tickets.
i briefly flirted with being ironically funny, but decided to just be poetically honest. we'll see how it works for me.
Tuesday, November 9, 2010
morning routine, during my morning routine
sleeping in colder months can be lonely
when there's no warmth
to spread your arms around
but if you practice anything hard enough
you can become skilled
and i am currently crushing it
a few more alarms later
i'm eating my oats
and drinking the best damn coffee
it assaults the viscous goo in my brain
fucking pretentious
and delicious
there's no point to this right now
check ya later
when there's no warmth
to spread your arms around
but if you practice anything hard enough
you can become skilled
and i am currently crushing it
a few more alarms later
i'm eating my oats
and drinking the best damn coffee
it assaults the viscous goo in my brain
and fluidizes it, maybe in 30 minutes i'll be able to think
my coffee, fresh ground and french pressed to perfectionfucking pretentious
and delicious
there's no point to this right now
check ya later
Monday, November 8, 2010
father's age
25 years old
in another year my father would be
married to my mom who was even younger
and she had a child while i was becoming independent
my dad could barely grow a beard and i
can barely grow a beard
how did they do it
why is love so crazy
i don't know anything
even with all these experiences
it takes a moment to forget it all and become confused
my parents
my life
i keep minimizing my screen because
i am at work and i am scared that
people read what i write but they have no
idea
really
in another year my father would be
married to my mom who was even younger
and she had a child while i was becoming independent
my dad could barely grow a beard and i
can barely grow a beard
how did they do it
why is love so crazy
i don't know anything
even with all these experiences
it takes a moment to forget it all and become confused
my parents
my life
i keep minimizing my screen because
i am at work and i am scared that
people read what i write but they have no
idea
really
dad, me |
Wednesday, November 3, 2010
Tuesday, November 2, 2010
rally to restore sanity was so sweet
watch it all here!
i was about a mile away from main stage at the beginning, and by the end just about 200 yards away
i was about a mile away from main stage at the beginning, and by the end just about 200 yards away
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